Sunsets, flowers and love

When life comes I leave. The sunsets, the fragrance of flowers and the pure love are the most beautiful things of the Earth. I shut up myself in myself, I stretch out my hands, but there's nothing to be found. I pray every nigth and talk with my guardian angel before go to bed, I look for you unconsciously. I want no one appears, I need company, but sometimes I enjoy loneliness and listening to my heartbeat, I enjoy knowing that there are too many people outside, but no one inside. I like when you are around, I enjoy your jokes, your smile, your goodness face and your imprudence.
I ask you to understand me, I am extremist and I tend to exaggerate, I pretend exclusiveness and I know that it is something impossible; sometimes I use to be selfish and I don’t like that my friends go out with their friends, I do all I can, for preventing it doesn’t happen. I know that there are friends to go to the cinema, to go dancing, to eat ice cream and to listen to me, but whit you, I want it all. I don’t want to be like that, my history and my circumstances have done this I am. At least I know it, at least I am aware of my mistakes, and that is why I try to improve myself, therefore I see sunsets, I smell flowers and I love.